was getting so interested and excited about tomorrow's patrol outing, but guess wad, no, it's not cancelled, even if it's just me and rong siu, i dun care, we're still having patrol outing. idiots. why u people like that? dun feel like going? if that's the case, you better tell me and dun lie. was really looking forward to it lor. my whole day is shot. i mean, like it wasn't bad enuf.

this's year's NAPFA is killer. really killer. dun do as well as i wanted to, and i made the stupidest mistake of doing situps and trying to practice for it just one day before the test. of course, i suffered with muscles aches and could not do well. fuck.

ok, NAPFA is just a test and i'll not be complaining so much about it except for the fact that my legs are rendered useless now, but the whole patrol thing has made me very upset. very very upset. cant believe those people! better have better excuses when i see u next and ask you guys about it. sec 2s? sick of guiding or wad? haiz. i'm not being fair to you people since some of u guys ur parents dun allow. dun mind me now. it'll take a miracle for me to feel better. still got zuo wen to do. haiz.